30/5/18 They say sleep when baby sleeps... But right now Moneth is sleeping with Hugo and I want them to have this time together. It is 8 days and 7 hours since I gave birth. I want to try and record the story as I know it will change in my mind over time. I want to remember it raw. This story is important. It is mine, and Hugo's and Moneth's. It would have helped me to read a story like ours. Before getting pregnant I was adamant in having a home birth. My siblings and I were all born at home and I knew with my past trauma it was where I would feel safest. At first home birth was scary for Moneth, but she loved and trusted me enough to find out more. After some careful searching we found My Midwives and decided to go with this clinic and our midwife Renee. We would see her monthly and then weekly as we got closer. Renee was relaxed and easy going in her care - giving non biased advice and information. Moneth was happy with this one-on-one continued care and felt saf...